I and others were in a building that appeared to be a school or some sort of place with stairs, hallways and rooms. A man stood before us who behaved as if he were in charge and begin to speak to us. He explained to us we had been sent to this place for help because we had become misdirected. He continued to tell us he was assigning personal tutors to each of us. These personal tutors would help us with our assignments.

Just as he finished speaking, a rush of individuals begin to descend down the stairs from the top floor( the top floor was somewhat obscure, almost looked as if the building really had no roof, yet stairs went up into the obscurity). They were all dressed alike in polo style shirts(yellow) but I couldn’t really see if they wore pants or not. All I saw was a blur underneath them. There were male and female of many different skin colors and physical attributes. For some reason, I ran up the stairs into the rush as they blew past me like the wind. I wanted to know from where they were coming. As I ran up, my face met one of the last individuals coming down. He had a tan skin color with short, straight, brown well-kept hair. His face was very chiseled with a stiff chin, high cheeks and a beauty I can’t describe. He looked at me with dark deep eyes almost as if he were asking me where was I going but his lips didn’t move. He spoke to me through the mind like mental telepathy. For some reason, I said,”I pick you to be my tutor”. It was really strange though, because it was as if he had already chose me but my mouth said the words, “I pick you”; almost as if I knew he was assigned to me.

He then led me down to the lobby or conference area where the head guy had spoken to us. In the room now were many of these tutors and each person sitting beside a tutor. Everyone seemed to fix their eyes upon me and my tutor as we sat. Someone asked me, “How did you get him”. I was puzzled by this question. We sat and my tutor began to speak. As he spoke, I quickly realized why the question was asked. I was sitting at his side at the head table.

I truly believe these tutors represented angels sent to guide and protect.

[Origin: 1350–1400; ME < L t?tor protector, equiv. to t?- (var. s. of tuér? to guard; see tutelage) + -tor -tor]

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Many times I go to the woods behind my house to get away alone with God.  I listen for his voice and signs of his presence all around in his creation.  Today, the Lord gave me a vision of myself standing in that woods.  As I stood, I saw above me, in the sky, two streams of light converging in a v-shape towards me.  One from the right and another from the left.  The left was a dark light and the right a very white light.  Within the streams of light I could see rapid movement.  The two lights collided  at the convergence point (which was me) and there seemed to be a commotion or some sort of fight taking place.   I saw the white light was wrapped around me as if embracing me.  It appeared to have a head that spoke into my ears.  The white light engulfed my whole body except for the my head.  This is where the dark light had an entry point.  It was the only area the dark light was able to penetrate.  I stood looking dumbfounded with a trance like expression not knowing what to think.  I seemed paralyzed.  From the white light, the shape of a head continued to gently speak into my ears.  Yet, at the same time, the dark light continued, in what seemed like a very frantic pace, to pour into my head.  However, the white light still wrapped itself around the rest of my body embracing me tightly and continuing to speak into my ears.  The head of this light floated from one ear to the other ear constantly whispering words into them.  I still stood in a trance like state, frozen in place.

Next, I could see what looked like a dark intimidating face screaming at me.  I don’t exactly know what it was saying, but I had a sense that it wasn’t nice.  It appeared right before my face.  My gaze was fixed upon it not knowing what to think or say or do.  Suddenly, it came to me to say to this being, “Get behind me satan”.  At once, the figure started to move to my right and to the rear of me.  Simultaneously, a very bright white light begin to move into its place.   I looked into the  light and heard it say, “Look to me,  look forward!  Fix your gaze upon me!  Do not look behind you.  Satan has obeyed.  He is behind you just as you commanded him.  But if you look behind, you will see him and he will have legal right to entertain your thoughts and move to block your view of me.   Do not look backward, look forward.  I am forward.  Look forward!  Do not give him any opportunity.  Look to me!  Forward!  I am forward.  Look and see me.”

Lord I pray that I would put my hand to the plow and go forward.  Let me not entertain any thoughts of past failures or dissappointments.  I close all doors to the enemy to come in and disrupt your plans for me.  I believe the plans you have for me of prosperity and hope in You alone.  I fix my gaze upon You Lord Jesus and you alone.  Let your light be the guide to my path.  Amen.

On Tuesday, the 19th of Feb, at Kent and Carla Henry’s prophetic class, while worshipping, this is what I saw.

All I saw were tree branches, bare tree branches like in the woods. Snow and ice covered them. They were lifeless. I felt myself in the woods along with others, but I could not see bodily forms, yet I could feel and somewhat see motions within the branches as if they were human forms without a body. I tried looking at my hands and arms, however all I saw were branches moving in the form of an arm and as my hand. Initially, all I saw were branches but no tree trunks. But as I looked around I became aware that I had been viewing from high atop the trees and as I looked down I could see the whole tree. I was a tree and so were these others.

We, as trees, began to sway as if music were being played. We appeared to be lifting our branches in praise. A light wind was blowing causing more swaying motion. The more we sang and praise, the stronger the wind blew yet it didn’t cause any damage as it seemed to move around and through us. While this scene continued, the atmosphere around us began to change. It became warmer. Not that I could feel the temperature, but signs of a warmer atmosphere began to appear. The snow and ice melted from our branches. Our branches began to bloom with leaves, flower and fruit. Water began to flow between us.

The more we sang, the more we grew and matured.  Our trunks and bark grew thicker and our branches became strong limbs. The water that flowed between us became a river that flowed with a strong current. As our singing continued, the wind blew through us not so hard now but as a light breeze gently blowing through our leaves and branches as if it were tenderly caressing us.

I then noticed a man walking in the woods. I really can’t give a description of what he looked like but I did know He was the Lord Jesus. He seemed to just like walking there and hanging out. Next, I heard these words in my spirit, “This is good. I like it here”.

I’m new to this blogging thing. Should I just have one entry a day or can I have as many as I want. Just curious. I really don’t care because I’m gonna write as many times as I want anyway. I was just wondering what are the rules so I can break them. Uh oh, is that a spirit of rebellion. I plead the blood.

Have you ever wondered how do we exist. I mean, how do we take up space and time. How does space and time exist? How is it we are here? How did we come from nothing?. I know God created the heavens and the earth but exactly how did he do it from nothing. Wow! Quantum physics explains some of these things yet we still don’t know exactly how it’s done.

Sometimes I think about existing. Right now I’m in the present, but as I write it becomes the past and I’m moving into my future…..whoa!. Can you comprehend that? So is the present really the present or maybe the future or could it be the past, better yet , could they all be the same…..Hmmm? Anyhow, how are we here. What sustains us? (God, of course), yet how. How am I here man!

I would think about these things when I was a kid and as an adult before I knew Christ and it would deeply terrify me not knowing the answer. However, now when I think about these things, I know I’ve got the answer in our God. He has the answers, he is the answer.

It’s going to be awesome when we enter into Gods presence and learn about these things for an eternity.

Above the earth in the heavens, I saw a man rip open his chest and simultaneously cry out with a tremendous roar. When his chest opened his heart literally burst open and spewed forth huge amounts of blood that splattered over the entire earth. Gushing forth, the blood created deep rivers that flowed through cities through the streets, the alley ways, over the farm lands, covering homes, flooding entire cities. Some areas where covered in a sea of blood and water, yes, water too. It seemed as if this blood fell into the waters of the earth filling them to overflow causing a rushing current of blood and water everywhere.

This caused great fear and panic in many. Some ran into their homes hiding themselves in closets in darkness and fear rather than face what seemed to be imminent death by the blood and water. Others fled to higher ground thinking that the waters would soon recede therefore they would be safe, thinking if necessary they could stay there indefinitely if need be. Even others were on house and building rooftops, inside skyscrapers peering out of windows in shock and amazement wondering what to do. As some of the people watched the blood and water flow by they seemed to be drawn in and would suddenly jump into the current. It appeared that the ones who peered into the river and watched it flow would somehow see something in it. The blood and water seem to engage them. If they touched the blood and water, it seemed they could not resist the urge to go into it. Many where immediately washed away, however, it didn’t seem to be a bad thing for them. They had great joy and some rushed into the blood and water. You could see peace and calm on there faces as they just seemed to float through the river riding the current to whatever destination was in store for them. Others became totally immersed and disappeared below the waters.

As I continued to see, I saw the blood and water appear to flow into a mountain or base of some foundation that reached to the skies. Atop the foundation was a gleaming, glowing city of light. It was high up above the earth. I couldn’t see the details of the city, but I could see the outline of the structures. As the blood and water reached the base below the city, the blood and water began to steam with little crystal light like formations rising from it. The little crystals of light began to rise from the base up to the city. At first, just a few but then many crystals of light rushed up to the city. Upon further observation as I was given a closer view of the crystals, I saw that the crystals seem to move as if something living was inside each crystal. As I was given an even closer view I could see that the crystals were actually people. These people seemed to glow with light from inside that caused them to sparkle and glow with a very pure white light. They actually looked as if they were entirely composed of light. Their faces where filled with much joy as they seem to run yet at the same time float up to this magnificent glowing city of light.

I realized that these were the people who had been in the river of blood and water.

End of vision

The vision began as I was pouring my heart out to Jesus asking Him for his help.  I was feeling at my wits end and I didn’t know what else to do but just cry out to Him.  And as I cried out - it was intense - I was also looking at my bible in the book of Philipians 4:4-6:

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

The portions that stood out to me were rejoicing, the Lord being near, and not to be anxious for anything.

So then I saw myself crawling on my hands and knees towards the cross and Jesus was there, but I could only see the bottom half - I could only see His feet.  I could see the nail through His feet and the blood, and I went and I crawled and I was crying… I was weak - I could barely crawl, almost beaten down. 

And I began to pull myself up the cross and grabbed His foot and hung onto it and was like, “Lord, help me!”  I was like ‘You always say bring it to the cross - well, I’m at the cross!’  And His hand came down - He extended His hand toward me and at that point He came down off the cross, but as all this is taking place His blood is showering down - it’s almost like raining.

So He came down off the cross and is standing beside me and there’s a lake of blood up to my waist.  Jesus is standing beside me, but He’s not saying anything - He’s just there. 

And I’m taking my head and dipping it in the blood - almost as if to cleanse my mind from thoughts that I can’t control that are coming.  I keep dipping my head in the blood, but it seems as if my head was almost like it was waterproof where water rolls off of it - like that except it was blood-proof. 

I could see on the other side of the blood standing on the edge of it - but not in the blood - was satan (or at least I believe it was satan), it was evil.  He was laughing at me and was calling me names.  Like saying, “You’re stupid!  You must be some kind of idiot to stand off in that blood and dip your head in it.  Do you know you look like a fool!”  I wasn’t about to listen to him.

I looked to Jesus and I said, “what am I doing wrong? I’m missing something here. Lord won’t you help me?”  But it was like He was looking at me as though I knew the answer - He wasn’t saying anything He was just letting me go through this process of figuring out what I was doing wrong.  He wasn’t going to help me.

I looked at Him and said, “I’m no fool.  I’m not getting out of this blood.  I know I’m in the right place, but something is not right.  I’m not doing something right.” 

And I started to get really frustrated because I’m thinking, “I’m in the blood - I’m dipping my head in it trying to clean myself!”

And then it hit me.  If you’re going to be in the blood - get in it. 

And I just thought, “I don’t care anymore - this is not working with my head dipping in and out of the blood, I’m just going to dive in and I’m going to stay under.  And if I drown in Your blood - that can’t be so bad!  I’ll just drown in it because I know I can’t survive outside of it.  And that guy over there has nothing good for me.  He’s laughing and making fun of me, but I know if I give up, he is going to eat me alive!”

So I dove into the blood and went underneath.  And I intended to stay under it until I was clear and felt like everything was alright.  But as I dove underneath it, I could see!  When I dove under the blood, everything was clear - it wasn’t like it was red in there - it was clear I could see.  I could also breath.  And my thoughts were clear. 

At that point I could hear Jesus say, “See?  See I got your back.”  And He said just like He was one of my friends long ago when we used to hang out. 

“I got your back!  You don’t have to worry about a thing.  As a matter of fact, I don’t have just your back, I have your front, I have your side, I got your bottom, I got your top - I got you covered!  I got you covered.  You got that?  Trust me.  Trust me!”

And then I got it.  I have to stay under His covering.  His covering is His blood.  I have to stay in that blood and under it and it has to be all over me.  I got it and it was like, “OH! I see!” 

I could feel Him smile at me, and that was it.